I just got my report card today. 4's a 5 and a 6. And ! or two SM (Sometimes) in my effort grade. So what, I'm a pretty much normal kid now according to my grades. I'm passing, but I know that my dad and stepmom are going to flip out and yell at me. Maybe they'll ground me too. Great. They're gonna say that it's because I can't juggle school work and visiting friends. Then I won't be able to see my friends for the whole rest of the summer probably. Because obviously, they aren't going to believe me if I tell them the truth. I CAN handle school work and a social life, I just learned a bit too late. A lot of people say they wish they were kind of like me.
But no... I don't want anyone to be like me. I have no redeeming talents. All I can do is draw. Like that's going to get me anywhere in life. I want everyone to be UNlike me... And I don't think that I should have any friends. I'll only drag them down... That's why having no friends at Jefferson will be a good thing.
I just want to make everyone happy. But in order to do that, I have to be miserable...
I don't so in three weeks, I'll probably be grounded by my father and stepmom. Because I'm not perfect.